I’d like to go to the other side.
Even just for awhile.
Just to know how it feels to be there.
Just to see the things that are afar.
So I did.
And the thing in my chest started to pump out fuel to a morbid flesh.
It felt good and made me live again.
It felt good that I don’t want to go back.
But I know this is just for awhile.
Can I stay?
I have known the consequence of the intrusion.
I should have just enjoyed the moments I’m there.
But I have to know.
Just the way leading back to where I stood before looking to this side.